back from church + family(network) gathering.had a completely draining experience,plus a heart to heart with gladys.finally had a heavy load of my chest,something that i have been keeping t myself for obviously far too long.sigh.but it still weighs on my mind,just not as heavy as it used to be.i don't know whether to feel relieved or not,but i do feel..liberated.yep.nobody really knows what i'm talking about anyway,because i didn't tell anyone but gladys.what gladys said was right.'this signifies your returning to God's side.'it does,in a certain way,because i ahven't been enjoying worship or service since that incident took place,and in a way,i really understand what it means to be super relieved.i don't wanna be one of those people who praise God like crazy but not follow God's ways.i'm afraid i won't be able to live up to His word.but i just have to say that His grace is simply..AMAZING.i know some people might not agree,but you have to experience it t know.yup.and that's all i have to say abt it.
playing; american hi-fi:beautiful disaster.
